I am not natural, yet I was created by the Earth.
Embodiment of nature and corruption.
I am red brass, an alloy of copper, tin, and zinc;
Steel treated and still treated as an enemy.
Just an embryo, you fed me with your ideas
You kept that energy going as
The universe hears you.
I was fragile like a fetus,
You are like my God,
As you took me out of my natural state.
I am God’s creation.
Molded to be utilized, machined to impact the world.
I am doing God’s work.
I was born to be beautiful,
I envision myself to be
A work of art.
I shined within that first light!
Displayed around the world,
I represent what you wanted me to be.
I didn’t sign up for this but I am alive.
A used body like mine is not beautiful anymore.
Unaware that my power could hurt with each blow,
Feeling the vibrations of the core that is soar.
As a baby, I felt warmth when I was cold.
My skin was hard but theirs so softly made.
I advanced quickly as my childhood was taken away.
Taught to take the heat and have no say.
Emotionlessly
Made equip to pull harshly and hardly to create wounds.
I don’t bleed but I see blood often.
I am now a creator of corruption that is victory.
Full metal jacket bullet eggs are softly inserted in my womb.
Hot mama, ready to blow, screaming for the thrill!
Finger on the trigger
Having no fears
Target, object, person, same thing
Guilty of the affect and relieved by the cause
Confused overall.
As I quickly release, the disease of pain spreads.
Metal DNA into the next predator is a cut to the thread.
With every blow and insertion, I become the pain of my owner.
Yet, I am defensive
Protective
Like a mother or an angel.
Hold me tightly to aim
Towards the devil who dare to touch
A Goddess
We understand that we’re both cold
And the body that lies there
Is within the puddle of lies
Silence then sirens
Intense thoughts
Heartbeats to no beats
Lost cries to lost love
Found hate
Disconnect
And hide me.
The evidence
Is evident.
Stories are told and
misunderstood.
Witness of the scene
Seeing myself
Through
Another
Being
and this is
where
I am
Alone
In the
Dream.